Reflection#5: Common Problems

July 5-9, 2009

This week, we discussed about the common problems of the teenagers. I admit, some really moves me. Just like the separation of parents or family problems.

It really makes me cry just to hear the words "parents" and "separation". Even the separation of my parents is a years passed. I actually lied to my friends (maybe last Wednesday when some of my classmates started to cry because of their problems) that I am not already affected of their separation. Inside of me, my heart still bleeds. Napaka lungkot kaya na isipin, na yung mga classmates mo kumpleto yung family nila. Tapos ikaw, kapag tinanung ka nila, nasan daddy mo? nasan mommy mo? Kapag tinanung yung mommy ko, may maisasagot ako, kasi nasa ibang bansa sya. Eh, yung daddy ko, nasa Pilipinas naman sya pero di ko naman kasama. Kaya kahit anung gawin ko, nalulungkot pa rin ako..

At lalo pang masakit dun, pareho pa silang may "friend". Kaya lang yung "friend" ng mommy ko, wala na sila nung nakaraang months lang. At yun ay dahil sa akin. Actually, it's not really my fault.. I am just very open to my feelings. I say what I mean, I mean what I say. Kaya alam nung "friend" ng mommy ko na ayaw ko sa kanya. Pero nagkaroon ng problema between sa kanilang dalawa ni mama, kaya na-realize ni mama na I am right. So, di ko gaanung kasalanan yun kung naging tama ako.

I accept naman yung separation of my parents but will there be no other chance to solve the problem between my mom and my dad to make thing goes right and to live again together?

Even Maám Giron said that it's a years passed, even she said that it's better because I have naman two houses to live in, it's still different. Iba pa rin ang complete family. Iba pa rin ang home. But I am not saying that our teacher is wrong, she has a point. And I know that she only means to that is, I should not let the separation of my parents affect me so much.

If there is really no chance to reunite my family, I understand. But still, I am not loosing hope and I am always including in my prayers to reunite my family and live happy. Because I believe nothing's impossible..

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